today got back report book
went for NCO camp briefing
quite fun
got our shirts already
this year we got 2 shirts
the past years only got 1 shirt
looking forward to NCO camp
it's gonna be very fun
i will be super tan when i come back
will be having mace training everyday
from morning till evening
then gonna have passing out parade
so fun man
but i will die of the heat
the band uniform so hot
i will be a roasted chicken after that
but i have to get my mace and white gloves first
im glad that im the drum major and not the band major
cause the band major has to memorise scores
i cant do that
everytime before performance memorise
then during performance forget everything

tml gonna go to sentosa to suntan
better dont rain
according to weather forcast
it wont rain
but who knows
hope the weather forcast is right
i need to get tan

today isnt uncle dino's b'day
but we celebrated his b'day today
cause keegan's going back to France for training
we had 18 dishes today
so many
but we managed to finish all
when the cousins are sitted together
we wipe out all the food available
i was very good today
i only drank ONE cup of wine
c what i mean
we had lots of fun today
another cousin found out abt me
she tot i was a bung
i told her i nv bind
she dont believe lor
m i really that flat
this should have been a good celebration for uncle dino
uncle dino is not really young
but he looks young and is very trendy


even if u are gonna give up and let me go
im not gonna give up
u are always in my heart
and i cant let u go from my heart
maybe it's too late to u
but i dont think it's really that late
it might be late
but i only call it too late when im abt to leave the world
i dont wanna die with regrets
i might not be the one u love most
but i know that u can love me most as time passes
i will make u wanna love me more and more
no matter how hard u try to stop urself from loving me
i will make u fall for me even more
it's either u or no one
either im attached to u or im single and unavailable

today got back all the results
got to c them
but the results dont seem to be those that would be appearing in the report book
but we cant do anything to change the marks already
we have taken the exams
whatever marks we have is what it is
let this exam past u already
go on with ur life
this isnt the major exams
the major exams is next year
doing well for the O's is more important
school exams get top also no use
they wont bother
they would only look at ur O level results
so dont get upset and give up k
get back ur confidence
stand on ur feet again
go out and kill the papers
dont let the papers kill u

today went to tamp
had to repair my phone
my phone is crazy again
now is fine
waited 4 hours for the phone's software to get upgraded
at least the wait was worth while
now my phone is working well
haha

spent the 4 hours walking up and down the 2 malls
spent abt 30mins at Storm
i waited longer than it took to cut my hair
finally got my hair cut
easier to style
too long i dont like
so bombarded when i dont style
and it only seems to be happening to my hair
haha

went to collect my phone at 6.30pm
then went for dinner at LJS
walked to the library
then walked back to the 2 malls again
Thanks for everything

today got back our results for EOY
E maths: Paper 1-68/80 Paper 2-67/100
English: Paper 2-33.5/50
Combine sci: Paper 1-38/40 Paper 2- 47.5/65 Paper 3- 59/65
Combine Humanities: Paper 1- 35/50 Paper 2- 24/50
A maths: Paper 1- 52/80 Paper 2: ?
Biology: 57/100
Chinese: ?
this time my results when down by alot
maybe i do have to start preparing for O levels next year beginning
i wanna do well for my O's

exams are finally over
hooray!
all a year of torture im finally done with the exams
time for celebration yeah!
haha
sci paper 2 wasnt hard
but sci paper 1 was abit more challenging than paper 2
i still managed to finish both papers
ms lim says if we do not complete the qns
she's gonna minus marks on top of the awarded marks
means we might end up getting a negative mark if we dont do many questions
tml no school
means very good
tonight can play till the sun rises

i can lose everything in the world
but i cannot lose u
u are the only thing that i need
the love for u is growing so much everyday
until it cant grow anymore
there's nothing on my mind now except u
even when i was doing my paper i was thinking of u
i just dont know how to say how much i love u
except
i would give up my life for u
as long as u are safe and sound
I love u baby

had nice breakfast with 2nd uncle's family
haha
went to church late of course
have been laughing since morning till evening
keegan come back from france nv change
still the joker
after church went to ah ma house for lunch
to welcome keegan and farewell to derek
everybody in the room
we are still the joker family
where there is no elder or junior
everybody is equal
even ah ma can also joke with us
a nice family i have
better than mum's side
since ah gong death
i nv wanna go back to that family again
i still like dad's side family
they much funnier and we enjoy life
when we are together
u can hear us from miles away
after lunch go back home
then go for dinner
after dinner sent mum sisters sam popo and her friend
they are off to Genting
good for them
i still got exams
tml last paper
should be quite prepared le
hope they come back safely
it's raining

bye s'gene
cheers to our nice memories

today woke up came online
tried looking for some skins
but skins nowadays not really suitable for me
then later decided that im hungry
so i went to ask everyone c who hungry
then i became the kind soul
i walked to dte to buy kfc
long time since i ate that
then came home sit around for awhile
then i started my physics at 12
till now im left with 2 chaps
quite successful
i finished the section A and mcq for each chap
family gone to malaysia for dinner AGAIN!
but not me
dont really like the food at the shop that they wanna eat
i prefer the other one
the one that we went last time
the food is indeed better
and can receive singapore line
so still can sms
haha

went out for dinner
even though the food wasnt grand
but at least i enjoyed the meal
haha
i really enjoyed myself today
thanks
i guess i have been de-stressed
so that means i can go back to my books soon
i have to
i dont have a choice
monday last paper
must go all out
and tml dont have time to study

tml gotta go grandma house for family lunch
it's actually to welcome and farewell to 2 cousins
haha
nvm lor give face
after that come home rest awhile then must go for dinner
after dinner mum and both sisters going to Genting
with sam and two other ppl
so that means i will be home alone in the afternoon
but i have to do housework
mum order me de
cause she say i finish exams must help clean the house
also no choice
my room very dusty already
i cannot stay in a dusty room
i will just sneeze all day long

went back to school for physics today
had 7 hours of physics
feeling hungry and tired
i guess my brain's dead already?

exactly one year now
what's gonna happen after today?
izzit ur turn to make the decision?
i wish i have a say in it
but i think without me saying anything
u should know what i wanna say
some things are meant not to be told
some things are meant to be felt
thanks for everything
everything could be the last or they would carry on
they would either be memories or real life
we would either say bye or nv say bye again
there is only two choices
but i choose the choice of being with you
what abt you

so much so that i feel like crying
but i know i cant
tears are hard to contain
trust me

exams coming to an end already
tml no paper
but im going back to school for physics lesson
in preparation for monday exams
also good la
then weekends dont need to so stress
this time exams im not gonna do well
din really study for some papers
hope i at least get 3As
then it wont be so bad after all

tml is the first year
guess it isnt really that nice a day
i dont know
but i have alot of things to say
but i dont know how to say
everyday of my life is now filled with fear
i maybe looking fine but nobody knows what's going thru my head
i will be cherishing all my time i have with you
even if it's just a second im left with to spend with you
just tell me before u leave again
hope by then i would say what i wanna say

today started off the day by going to school
went to school for e maths
revise quite lot of things
i only dont know how to do trigo
so i think im quite prepared for the paper?
came home and went out for lunch
then returned home at started revision of ss
i still remember my facts that i remembered 5 months ago
din expect myself to remember
then finished revising one topic and i went to sleep
very tired
then woke up and continued
till now i have finished half of the 3rd chap
hopefully i do well for all my papers this time
i wanna enjoy my holidays

in another 6 more days will be the first year since we broke up
but u know something
we nv broke up
cause we still love each other
you know it and i know it
everytime im missing you
and my love goes on
sometimes i cant get to sleep
because i cant hear your voice and i wanna see you so badly
u heard what my mum said today
so are you gonna be mine?
let today be a day where we'll start all over again
we leave the past behind
and start our new beginning together
give me a chance to enter ur world again
let me take u to the ends of the earth
i wanna bring you with me to every overseas trip
let's have a relationship which we nv truely had
a relationship with only you and me
a relationship where i have ur heart and u have mine
a relationship which will withstand all troubles and difficulties
a relationship which will last a lifetime
even till death we do not part
cause our hearts will be still with each other
i know we can do it
as long as we are truely in love
we do not have to bother abt what other says
cause what they say wont separate us again
my mum said this yesterday:
as long as you love each other u dont have to bother abt what others say

exams are coming means studying all the way
today is the official start day of my preparation of exams
should have started earlier but too packed with tests and homework
so far finished one chap of add maths
gonna continue after this
i gotta do well this exams
so im gonna study super hard
i wanna get the scholarship award
i wanna get over and done with the exams soon
then i can go enjoy myself
spend all my time with you
have nothing on my mind except you
nothing in this world matters more than you
i will bear all the consequences
i will bear all the pain
i will give up everything for you
as long as i can spend my life with you everything is worth it

This I Promise You
Ooh, ooh

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that's around you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
(Give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes each lovin' day
(Each lovin', each lovin' day)
And know this feeling won't go away
(No)
Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I fall
(Over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms
(I will take you in my arms)
And hold you right where you belong
(Right where you belong)
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you, baby

Just close your eyes each lovin' day
(Each lovin' day)
And know this feeling won't go away
(No)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you

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