Tuesday, January 31, 2006
after today no more holiday
gotta go back to sch
but for those who are doing business is a good day to open
then tml also good for cutting hair
so i suppose tml will have alot of ppl cutting their hair
but still cny for another 12 more days
haha
still got chances of getting ang bao
but ang bao not really important la
more important is family reunion
haha
since when did i start to put family that important
but my family is made up of a bunch of great ppl
always have alot of fun when with them
we can come up with all sorts of things and jokes
i love my family okie
cny this year dont feel like cny
feels like some weekend
haha
feel so cheated of my weekend
but still cny right
got abit of the cny fun and mood la
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Looks like we have been getting further
Maybe we are just too busy
We do not have much time for each other now
Maybe is some other reasons
I dont know
After so long
For more than a year
I still haven told you all that I wanna tell you
I guess I am really a failure at this
I will try to tell you when I am ready okay
I promise
Maybe I have sank in too deep to come out
I made my decision
But you haven seemed to have made yours
Maybe I am wrong
But I wanna know your decision
Your decision need not to take place now
It can take place when you think your ready
Maybe this will be a long wait
And I will miss you like crazy
Im already missing you
Even if I dont see you for a minute
I start to miss you
What's more if I wont get to see you for long
I very sure now that I really love you
It may be a one-sided love maybe two-sided
But I will not give up
Somebody asked me this
"What if you* get married with someone else
Will I still wait?"
I said "I would continue waiting"
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
Early wishing cause I wont be coming home tonight
Will only be home on Sunday morning
Then leave again after sleeping for few hours
Chinese New Year is the time of year which I lose sleep
Haha
Kinda busy this week with all the tests
Got 4 tests and 1 surprise test this week
So altogether got 5 tests
Supposed to have more
But already reach the limit for the week
On wed after cny
We are gonna have test again
The whole time we are having test
Guess this is what happens when we are sitting for O's
Im very tired already
Tired from carrying all those responsibilities
Guess I will just continue carrying them till the end of O's
After that I think I need a break
Even if I were to work
I would take a month break first
I need to relax
Im already too stressed
Cannot take this any longer
In 2 months time
It will be time to step down
I will be less stress then
After 3 and a half years in band
I feel that that's not the place I wanna be in
I do like music
But I like sports more
Maybe it's because I have been into sports at a young age
From badminton to swimming to sea sports
When Im involved with sports
I feel much relax and happier
Guess I will nv enter a band room again
But I will still carry on playing drums
But for this year I dont think I wanna play drums
As a leisure
I dont mind
But I dont wanna get involved in playing for church this year
Next year I will be involved again
Saturday, January 14, 2006
a question for everyone..
what if u wake up one day and find someone close to u missing what will u do?
at this point of time
one of my greatest fears is rainy days
whenever it rains i feel so lonely
and i start thinking of everything again
i wish that someone will be there with me but she isnt there
maybe there's only me in my world
even when i open the door to her
she nv seems to step in
i wish that it will change one day
but so far it nv changes
i waited abt 1 year but im still standing here alone
maybe it's not her who has nv stepped in
but i didnt step into her life in the first place
everytime we seem close to being together again
but sadly we nv reach that point
maybe what happened 1 year and 3 months ago still give u the shivers
that's y u cannot accept me still
i will give u time
i will leave u alone to think through and make ur choice
but whoever may be ur ultimate choice doesnt change my stand
i will always be there for you and love you unconditionally for as long as i live
and i will be waiting for you still
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Cascada - Everytime We Touch Lyrics
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
I need u by my side.
Monday, January 09, 2006
for probably the first time in history
i din blog on the 8th which was yesterday
there was a jam in my brain
wasnt thinking straight too
so far i haven really adjusted to schooling again
having to wake up early and try not to fall asleep in lessons
but so far i have been falling asleep in lessons
not used to working my brain in the morning
this year kinda stressed up
first day of sch and we start studying
so that means im gonna be real busy on books down the road
for now i shall stop thinking of study
gotta enjoy also
tml i will be out with my cousin to find my new year clothes
im a failure in this
i just intend to look for one dark red long sleeve shirt for the first day
and i think for the rest of the days im gonna wear black?
haha!!
so inauspicious to wear black
but i dont wanna buy too many bright colours shirt knowing i wouldnt wear them
but maybe i wouldnt even find a shirt for the first day
so we shall see
haha!
Saturday, January 07, 2006
i seriously need loads and tons of courage
sometimes there are things which i want to tell you
but everytime i see or hear your voice i just cant say them out
and i get lost from there
sometimes i dont say them out
cause i dont know if i should
i dont want you to get the wrong idea
sometimes im on the verge of asking something
but you sort of tell me your answer before i ask my question
so i decide to keep those words back
sometimes things dont go the way i want them to
and i will just be taken by shock and go what to do now
everytime my answer is the same
i just keep them back and take it that nothing was supposed to happen
length of time doesnt matter
i will wait for you
i believe you are back
maybe im wrong
but you wont accept yet
you have your reason and i understand
i have gone in deep and im gonna be stubborn
i wont come out
i wish this isnt going to be a ride
and find ourselves back at the same point again
i wonder if tml's date still matters to you
it does matter to me
but as for you, you have to answer this question yourself
i cant help you answer even though im quite sure of your answer
tell me if im right
Monday, January 02, 2006
hey!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL YOU PPL OUT THERE..
MAY ALL UR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE..
went for countdown party 2 nights before..
felt that the techno abit too soft..
should have been louder and they should increase the bass by loads man..
wahaha!!