Saturday, September 30, 2006
Finished a week of exams.!
Still got another 3 more days.
4 more papers.
Much more relaxed already.
I can breathe abit better now.
So far exams have been a breeze except today's a maths p2.
I guess it's because I didn't pray for wisdom.
Other papers, I prayed for wisdom and the papers felt easy to me.
This proves that God's ways are higher than man.
Finished 2004 physics prelims paper already.
It was quite easy.
Ms Lim says that it's about that standard.
I guess I'm prepared for Monday's paper.
Hahaha!
But I will definitely study for it.
I'm not gonna take things for granted.
Thursday and Friday I got no school.
I'm going to take the chance and sleep.!
Hahaha!
Anyway, today is Yvonne's Birthday!
Happy 16th Birthday Yvonne!!Sunday, September 24, 2006
Exams are here!!
Tues the first paper.
After this week,
I will be able to breathe a little.
Cause the following week subjects are not so taxing.
I have finished my Chem revision and have started on Bio.
I need to buck up on my Bio.
Have been doing really badly for it.
I recently just learnt how to love a person.
And how to keep a relationship strong.
I found the factors to having a strong r/s.
Just realised how much was lacking in the past.
Now I'm thinking more maturely.
And I know what I have to do now and in the future.
Got to go and bathe.
Going to continue with my Bio TYS.
Baby, you are the world I'm living inSunday, September 17, 2006
Yipee!!!
Exams are finally here!
I have waited for them for so long.!
I'm probably the only crazy one who wants exams to come faster.
I want to get out of the school fast and carry on with my life.
Before and during exams,
my life is not the same anymore.
And what's more is,
THIS IS THE LAST LAP!!
I want to do well.
And I'm gonna do my best.!
Anyway,
yesterday I went to Malaysia.
Had seafood then followed by shopping.
I think i spent the most yesterday.
Bought 3 adidas shirts and 3 pairs of pants.
My cupboard needs a change you see.
And I will not be going out until exams are over I think.
But there's one exception day which I will be out.
I don't like the current Geog teacher.
I rather Ms Foong come back quick.
Haha.!
Finally we are missing Ms Foong in 2 years!
Got to go,
continue with my studies for tomorrow.
Life has been different since you were goneMonday, September 04, 2006
Today will be the day.
You are tired already.
I don't know what to do now,
But I know one thing.
I have to let you go if I really love you.
Since you are less burdened and more carefree,
I will be happy to let you go.
I overlooked other factors.
The fault was in me and you shouldn't be sufferring with me.
Till the day I break out of my shell,
I don't think I want to cause any more pain to your life.
Even though I wish that you will help me break my shell,
I know I shouldn't hold you back.
I found out too late.
I tried to change to be who you want me to be.
But I started off too late.
It's time I let you go and let you live the life you want.
There's no happy ending in anything.
Either one will have to lose more than the other.
And I will gladly be the one.
We learnt many things from this.
It's a painful lesson.
A lesson that's hard to recover from.
But you have to try to recover fast.
You have to reach your goals.
You can reach them cause you have what it takes.
I will do my best as well.
I might be retreating.
I might be going to hide deeper in my shell.
And it will be harder to break it.
But I know that I will never find someone like you.
I don't think I can love someone as much as I love you.
I will be back to win your heart if I'm not too late.
From the first memory I have of you,
To the last image of you I remember,
From the first time I felt loved,
To letting you go,
From the first smile,
To the last cry,
Everything we've been through,
All the memories of us will stay,
I hope God won't take them away from me.
All I can say is
Goodbye and Take Care
Hopefully,
I will be who you want me to be the next time.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
What will you think of,
if someone who used to eat 5-6meals a day
tells you that he/she doesn't feel like eating anything for the whole day.
Anyway,
I went to cousin's house for BBQ session today.
I was totally bored and moodlesss.
Luckily I brought my homework.
I'm one A maths exam paper down.
Which is something great!
The paper was tough.
Still got some questions undone.
Didn't have much for dinner.
Just ate bee hoon and sotong balls.
I'm back here after 5 hours.
*I can no longer see you when I close eyes
Cause I see so many images of us flashing through
It's too fast for me to catch a glimpse of you
I want time to stop
I want to see you in my memories againFriday, September 01, 2006
Today I caught a ride from my cousin down to town.
My cousin came to visit us and at the same time pass me my present.
She bought me a waterproof radio.
It is meant to be brought into the toilet when I'm bathing.
But I don't know if I'll use it,
cause I bathe in 5 mins the most is 10mins.
I went down to town.
I went to Paragon, went to Crumpler.
Then I went to Wisma to Famous Amos then to MRT station.
When I was at Orchard MRT station,
something funny happened.
There was this guy from some modelling agency.
He came up and asked for my particulars.
The problem is..
I die die also don't wanna give him my particulars.
Haha!
I'm not interested in becoming a model man!
Haha.!!
Then I went over to Marina Square.
Went there for a walk and to have a look at Creative.
My cousin wants to buy PC speakers so I went to look for them for her.
Then I went to Giant supermarket to buy plastic forks and plates.
Jason and gang had bought a cake but didn't buy forks and plates.
After that I was about to leave when Yvonne called.
It's really funny.
I went back to Marina Square to look for her and Koh Sing.
I bought her a b'day present.
One load off my mind.
It's weird speaking to them in Chinese.
Haha!
After that we walked to the MRT station.
They caught a train back to Pasir Ris while I caught a train to Marina Bay.
I took a bus from there to the bowling alley.
I went to meet up with Jason and gang there.
Played a game of bowling.
I suck at it.
Haven't been playing for long.
I think I'm still better at badminton.
Haha!
After that they went for dinner while I went home.
Dad came to fetch as he was on his way home.
*That hug felt like it was the last
I had the urge to cry
But I didn't as I didn't want to let you see me cry
So I cried as I saw you leave