Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Yesterday night was party at my house.
Joanne, Wanlin, Meli and Jing Xin came over
My family was away.
We enjoyed ourselves thoroughly I believe.
Meli, JX and me went to NTUC at WS to get the ingredients for dinner.
When we got home,
3 of us started preparing dinner only at 10 plus at night.
Joanne and Wanlin was in the room slacking.
By the time all the food was ready,
It was already 11 plus.
I was too hungry until I became full.
I didn't eat but I ate the fruits.
While they were eating,
I cleaned up the kitchen.
It's been ages since I last cleaned the kitchen.
Haha!
My mum has always been the one to clean the house.
During dinner,
They were watching ghost show.
I personally don't really like ghost shows as I don't find them frightening at all.
You can say that I got a bigger guts but if you ask me,
I will say that it's because I don't believe that ghost exists so I'm not afraid! =)
I cleared up the table at about midnight.
Everyone was full I guess.
JX went to bathe first,
Then Meli,
Then me.
Joanne and Wanlin didn't bathe!
Smelly them!
Haha!
No la!
They didn't step into the kitchen so they are not smelly.
After my bath,
I took the fruits out.
At the same time,
I wanted to drink cause it was warm.
So I went to get a beer.
Wanted to share with Meli but I think I drank 90% of it?
Got JX a beer as well.
After the first show,
We went back to the room to watch the other discs.
The TV was small that the pic looked small and the subtitles were gone.
Meli, JX and me ended up playing cards.
Joanne and Wanlin watched the disc.
After watching for sometime,
Joanne and Wanlin then realised that the show is not a ghost story but an action movie.
So funny!
Their reaction was funny!
After playing cards for sometime,
3 of us were tired.
We decided to go to bed.
Meli went to sleep on the floor.
JX and me took up less than half the bed.
I had my face on the metal frame.
The space I took up is less than the length of my shoulders.
I was sleeping on one side of my body.
I went into deep sleep soon after that
So I don't know what happened in between.
Suddenly at 4 plus am,
I woke up.
Those people were talking so loudly.
I think Meli and JX didn't sleep?
But I didn't stay awake for long.
Soon after,
everyone went to bed.
This morning,
JX, Meli and me woke up with backaches.
Must be because of the sleeping position la.
Haha!
I went to get all the massage machines in my house for JX.
But it doesn't seem to have an effect on JX?
Joanne ended up massaging for JX and everyone of us.
Haha!
She can be the "an mo nu lang" already.
Hahaha!
After that,
we ordered Mac breakfast.
After breakfast,
we went back to the room.
We played cards and Wl ended up sleeping again.
About noon,
Joanne's eyecandy came over.
(Joanne, are u happy now?)
Hahaha!
She was supposed to come over to study but she ended up sitting at the com and watching us play.
I caught her falling asleep sitting up!
Haha!
She must be a pro at sleeping.
Looks like she has mastered my skills as well.
Hahaha!
About 2 plus 3,
my elder sis sms me to say that my parents are coming back already.
So we had to faster go and bathe then disappear from the house.
We decided to go to DTE to play pool.
Joanne and Wl went home to bathe first.
Joanne went home and never came out again.
Her mum was home and we didn't know!
Hahaha!
Joanne's eyecandy went home first.
Meli, JX, Wl and me went to DTE.
We stayed there until about 6pm.
Meli's dad came to fetch Meli and JX home.
Wl and me walked to Central.
When I reached home,
Guess what?
There was no one at home!
My family hasn't come back la!
So lame!
Shouldn't have gone out if I know earlier.!
Then we would have had more fun.
But we'll have more fun after O's.
For now,
we'll be concentrating fully on our O's.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Just finished my homework abt an hour ago
O level Practical Exam is this week
Got Biology on Tuesday and Combine Science on Thursday
Gonna go off to study for Practical soon
After that I will have to tidy my table
It's abit messy
I can't study well with a messy table
But I'm a lazy person
So I don't really like the process of tidying my table
Ironic person
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Yesterday went to kbox then pool
But I didn't sing or pool
I wasn't in any mood
But the company was good
There's like a pattern
When you realise that you are out of love
The friends around you will also be out of love soon
One group of people all troubled going out together
We laugh together but we know inside we are all very down and hurt
Some have their ways of taking out all their troubles
But I have none
I think I should just go back to my old way of taking out my troubles
You are disappointed and so am I
After all that we've been through
And all the time spent together
Everything that I had put in
I just didn't realise until now that you didn't trust me enough
After so much but you still don't believe what I say
You rather believe what you see
But things are not what you see
I didn't lie but you insist that I did
It's not true at all
But I can't change your mindset
You left me here wondering if you ever trusted me fully before
Can you tell me what can I do to make you believe?
Now I'm too hurt and disappointed
I want to take a break until I recover
The pain is eating me up
I can feel the mental, physical and emotional hurt
Sometimes all of a sudden I realise that I can't really breathe well
A sudden pain to my heart
Something pressing against it
Monday, October 09, 2006
To someone who took my heart away and left me with many memories:
Thinking back on all the memories we have
We spent very happy and memorable moments together
Walking down the streets,
Talking on the phone for hours,
How you cheered me up each time,
Going to the supermarket,
Watching movies,
Having meals,
Tasting your cooking,
Overcoming difficulties together,
And many more.
These memories are the only reason why I'm able to carry on with life now
Sleepless nights I have started to grown used to
I didn't do enough for you
And now I'm regretting
So many things I could have done
But I never did
Many wishes and promises I want to fulfill
But I will never get a chance to now
I'm happy that we are still talking and are still friends.
Sometimes what you say really hurt me
But I don't mind all the hurt,
If you feel that there's a need for it
Even though to you I'm just a friend now
I don't blame you
And I won't mind
You were not at fault
And I have to respect your decision
But I will still be waiting for you
I will be near you
And I will stay close to you
Whenever you need someone
I will always be there
I will not leave you
I will take this chance
And let you understand me more
Maybe one day we'll have a chance to start anew
But I will not force you to be with me
I want you to be with me only if true love exists
If not,
I rather remain single and just be your friend
Friday, October 06, 2006
You were made to melt this block of ice
The ice became water
And due to the water cycle
It soon became Rayne (Rain)
You filled Rayne's life with colours
Your killer smile takes Rayne's heart away
You look elegant and gorgeous
Your beauty no one can match
With every raindrop that falls from the sky
Rayne misses you more
With every star that shine
Rayne wants to be your guardian angel even more
Rayne wants to hold you tight
Can't bear to lose you
Cause you mean the world to Rayne
Only you have the missing piece
Rayne tried hard to win your heart
And Rayne is still trying
The question is:
Will you accept Rayne one day?
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Yeah!!
Prelims are over!
Next up are O's.
I hope I do well for my prelims.
Even though I got a feeling that certain subjects are gonna be bad.
But I'm not going to be put down.
I'm aiming for bigger things.
But anyway,
I have 2 days break.
Plus the weekends,
I have 4 days.
Time to really have a nice sleep and learn how to relax abit.
Not going out these 4 days I guess.
I got no dates so I'm gonna date my bed.
Sleep as much as I can.
Thinking abt it,
O's are in another 1 month or less.
Time to really buck up and stop slacking.
Every second I see you in my heart